Title: The Perfidious Prophet/ Topic: Self-Deception
Today’s Reading: 1 Samuel 18; 1 Chronicles 6; Psalm 11; Matthew 3
Scripture: 1 Samuel 18:8-11
8 Saul was very angry; this refrain galled him. "They have credited David with tens of thousands," he thought, "but me with only thousands. What more can he get but the kingdom?" 9 And from that time on Saul kept a jealous eye on David.
10 The next day an evil [b] spirit from God came forcefully upon Saul. He was prophesying in his house, while David was playing the harp, as he usually did. Saul had a spear in his hand 11 and he hurled it, saying to himself, "I'll pin David to the wall." But David eluded him twice.
Observation: Saul did not deal properly with his jealousy and anger toward David. He was insecure even though he was the anointed king of Israel. It's interesting to note in this passage that while David was playing the harp, Saul was prophesying! And even as he was in the middle of worshiping God and prophesying, an evil spirit came upon him and he actually tried to kill David. He as a king and a prophet who was self-deceived because he didn't repent of his sin and became a deceptive and treacherous person as a result.
Application: Even people who love God and have received spiritual gifts from him
can become dangerous in the Body of Christ. Any time we have an offense, hurt, bitterness, jealousy or other negative emotion that we don't deal with properly, it can give Satan a foothold into our lives. The biggest danger in that is that we can be blind to what is happening because we can still function in the gifts God has given us, which can deceive us into thinking that we are spiritually okay, or even superior to others. Rom. 11:29 tells us that the gifts and call of God on our lives are irrevocable. He does not take away our gift as a prophet, teacher, pastor, healer, etc. when we sin. Therefore, we have an even greater responsibility to make sure we examine ourselves carefully to make sure we deal properly with any offense to make sure it does not become a stumbling block to us as it did to Saul.
Prayer: Father, it is so easy for me to deceive myself about what my spiritual condition truly is; especially when you still use me to minister in the lives of others. My prayer is for a humble heart and a hearing ear so that I may know from your Holy Spirit the deep truths about my spiritual condition. Search my heart and see if there be any wicked way in me and lead me in the way everlasting.
This I pray in Jesus’ name, Amen.